Souls Are Forever Entwined

April,2011

I can still remember your eyes staring down at me

As your hands reaches for mine, I feel my hands meet yours

Remember the silent dripping of your sweat down to my body

I miss the sound of your heartbeat against mine

My lips longs to kiss your lips and feel your hunger again

Feel the electricity as your body touches mine

Just your slightest touch, tingles every part of me

The heat is just too much to bear

Our feelings are just too real to deny and resist

Bodies are now light years away

But our souls are forever entwined

We just wait...

Our bodies and souls will once again reunite

And forever we will stay that way till our time ends...

My Heart Belongs To You

"Finding My Way Back To You"

My Music 

There are things I wanted to say, leading, and eventually finding my way back to you. I just sometimes feel like it will never be enough. Somehow I know that all my efforts will just be useless if I know that it will only be me. Now, tell me, am I not worthy to get your love back? Or are you too proud to even say that you still love me like you do back then? It is really confusing how  a love like ours that was so strong can passed us by just as quickly as the water running into the ocean.
Looking back, I have no regrets that I have loved you more than I have loved anyone. I know deep in my heart that the love that we have found will not fade in time. So, until the time we do find each other again, I am going to be where you have left me behind. I will still be here to welcome you back into my arms. And until that time, my love will keep the two of us alive.You have my word that the road that I will travel from this moment on will surely be finding my way back to you.

"The Impossibility Of Bodies"

( by: Mark Svenvold... courtesy of Leni De Castro... Thanks Cous....)

Their hands have found each other

The impossibility of bodies

They gather what they can

Here, and here, in the tangled turn

In the soft, suede taper of the neck

In desire, they are wise

In the body's over flowing reticence

Nothing is ever enough is the joke

That keeps giving itself to us

The air, calm, the trees, lime colored

The hands, like tourists without visas

Camera without film, busily, purposely 

Taking picture, after picture.... after picture...

"Do I Make Sense?"

Why do we hang on to something that we know will not last at all? This question is bothering me for days now. I always tend to make it sure that somehow I do it just because it makes sense to do it. Do I make sense? I'm very much worried that I am just going too far. It's not easy as I have thought it was from the start. Why am I still here where in fact I know I don't need to be here? I am now torn between staying, fixing whatever I can fix and just to let it go and start all over again with my life. This would also mean changing plans and changing me again. 
Thoughts of broken promises and broken dreams filled my mind again. And I'm afraid it's all happening again. Lessons must be learned once more. I thought I've crossed that path and I will never return to that same spot. And now here I am again forgetting the NOW concept and afraid again what lies ahead in the future. And you know what's really bothering me now? I'm afraid of being alone and start talking to myself again. I'm afraid of not having someone to share my happiness, my worries, my sadness, and my life as a whole. These are the things that are keeping me glued here right now. I just wish these thoughts of being afraid will just go away and leave me. I just hope as soon as possible because I know it will prevent me from moving on forward and fulfill my dreams. So, do I make sense?

Have you broken any bones? If so, how?

My right knee, Fallen from a plastic roof. (ouch!!!!)

Ask me anything

What was your favorite year?

2009, Don't ask why please...

Ask me anything

"Love Someone Then Set Him Free"

They say that if you love someone then set him free. If he comes back then he is yours. It made me think now that the person you love is someone you should own then? As a human being, we are privileged to have the freedom to decide what we want to do with our lives. Being in love with a person sometimes makes you feel like he owns you or vise versa. You get to this point in your life when you will need all the security you can get just to make sure it will last. We tend to forget that a couple also consists of not just one but two people. We find time to make our relationships last but we failed to grow as individuals.This is something I am guilty of. 
You can set someone free even if you are still in a relationship. You must let go once in a while and let each other see what is there outside your tight embraces. Then after that, have the time to listen to each other's adventures. I have found this very exciting. You sit or lie so close then listen to every stories you had experienced or places you have seen. This is one fun way of knowing each other but still find the time to see the world. You laugh at each others jokes and stories. This is something you will surely cherish and remember for the rest of your lives.Security of knowing that he loves you will help you realize that you don't need to be with him for 365 days a year. There will be times when the two of you will be needing to go out and spend time with friends and other people you care about. Open one window or two in your relationship to make it more lasting. So,go ahead, love someone then set him free.